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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Today's one of the happier days in this yr. Cant possibly be happy everyday in sec3 you know. So evidently, i loved today. Ok wait. There's some cheena auction thingy near my block. And itz already 10PM! But they still need to amplify their voices so tt the whole of my block can hear it. Ahhh.. lemme blast sum music. Sum 41 is soo much more soothing than sum auntie screaming voice.

Anyway, ive been to several blogs and everyone seems so depressed. CHEER UP KAEZ!!(: Itz not the end of the world. Meaning, ive gotten zero for math and failed 2.4, among alot more of my failures. Seriously, ive been to the worst and nv wanna go back there again. Still, i wanna express my joy abt today.

Morning started gd. As in b4 skool coz i met lysa. Although 5 mins late. Coz she demanded me to do sth. Haha cant believe it made her happy. I actually thot itz ugly and looked bad. Then in classrm wanted to finish my chem initially, but im sucha slacker, lest still aint done now.

First lesson was eng. Mrs lee screened 'day after tmr'. Sum flick abt global warming. Such eng lessons make my stress go away. Shud screen more movies!! Anyway whilst tt was happening, she called each and everyone to go discussion rm one by one. To get back eng scripts. When it was my turn i was like "AHHHHH OH GOD MAKE ME GET GD MARKS FOR ENG". I mean itz my only strong subject. Ok so God answered my prayers. Alhamdullilah. Im one of d highest, 26/30. Some might say she's linient, but STILL. It matters to me. At first when i entered the rm she was like "were you nervous during d test?". My reply was "ok lar, not too nervous, juz ok". Then she asked me how i fared. I say "bad". Coz like she was expresionless all d while. Suddenly she said "ure one of d highest". I was like WHOA. I thanked her so much. God bless her, again. Hopefully i can get an A1 for eng coz one of the otha component was this mtv clip proj. Which, my grp[yongyuan, wilson, james, michael and me] received 19 marks out of 20.

Next lesson was lit. I wasnt hoping much coz i wrote crap. I wrote quite long lar but all is nonsense. So i got 16/25. Itz normal la. Ive been scoring B4's for combined humans d past 2 terms. Luckily i wasnt embarrassed by ms lee. Coz i had this weird paragraph in my answer. Sumhow, she made it sound nice. Thnx to her, really.

Had geog aft tt. I actually listened instead of dozing off. Bleahh....

Rigth after recess had math. I thot it was gonna be terrible. My marks i mean. I prayed really hard that i'll at least pass E math. AND YEAHH WOOHOOO I PASSED ON THE DOT. 20/40. But it made me pass overall. WOW. I managed to scrape math. Elementary math, that is. When i received the paper from him, i had goosebumps. Maklum, i nv ever passed math since term1 sec2. As in overall and tests. Even d mini-tests. Therefore, i am actually overjoyed. Itz The Day. The day which i passed math. Sigh, after sucha long time then im at the first step to getting sum marks for maths. Itz really something BIG for me ok. Things haf started to change abit - for the better.

'A' maths only two ppl passed in my class. It would be foolish for me to hope. I got 15/40. Not really a bad mark. At least itz a double digit. Coz lotsa peepz get single digit. If i din calculate wrongly, then i'll be getting an E8 for a maths overall. Well, itz an improvement from 27 marks, what t got last term.

After skool go hm wid shikin, adlin n lysa. Budden linny got track n kin went wid her to take bus while me n lysa walked home. Coz i wanted to buy sth to eat frm opp skool. Budden in our spontaneasity, we decided to go amk library. Not that we cud've borrowed books, coz both out library cards haf outsatnding fines, but juz go there. Instead of going hm an sleep, i thot that wud be better.

Haha we actaully read mly books. Something odd for me coz i dun usually read mly bks. Then got this 650+ pg novel which had eng words in it although itz a mly bk. The book so full of luv stuff. Hahah. Laffing like mad at some of the eng terms n poems in the book. After a while we went back.

I dunt noe why but i suddenly acted real stupid. I put my bag in front n strated to act like a pregnant woman. Then, lysa was trying to get me to wear properly. So we were at this end of rd, behind d library. Out of nowhere this motor with an apek as d driver, swept pass her. Juz within inches. If she had juz walked on, she might have had an accident ok. I was shocked and din even had anthg to say. Juz stared at d motor. Din swear, din curse din shout. Juz stood dere. Shocked bodoh. The driver din even honk or anthg lar. What The Fuck man. Seriously. What a miss. Kannina cheebai cheekopek apek.

Then i started to recover den laff a lil - while i was walking. It turned out to be disasterous. One of my legs fell into a drain. Lucky i din sprain my ankle or anthg. I was practically stuck in mud when i got out coz the area had lotsa mud. Lysa juz stood dere, in a laffing fit. Actually funny lar at that point of time. First, she nearly had a kemalangan. Then, i got stuck in a drain. Sigh.

Despite all those, i felt that tdy i feel really light and a warm feeling inside me. Something in me just wants to escape and juz have the feelign of joy. Anyway, after that bought chocolate at ntuc and lysa told me more jokes, all of which were nonsensical, if not lame or disgusting. Aahahahahahahh.

I call it a day. A spiked one. :p