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Thursday, February 08, 2007

I'm down.

Itz a thurs morn and I'm supposed to be in skool. But I'm so sick that the thought of lugging myself to skool, waiting for the bus is too disgusting so I remained in bed. In need of miracle medicine, going to skool tmr!

Don't really need this now. But I think I'll survive. I survived the weekend and a fraction of this week without my phone. I survived swimming 1.5km - even though I had cramps, so embarrassing. I survived the frequent 2.4km. I survived 10 years of education and 5 weeks of Mrs Ng. God, help me pull through. And I'm not even talking about tmr.

Itz as if I cant shit, cant urine, cant eat, cant do anything without giving it a thought - even during lecture, even though the lecture wasnt boring. Itz taking a toll on me.

And I dreamt of my nenek thrice in a week. I cant really recall the first, except tt she was holding that exclusive gold-plated tongkat of hers. Second she was passing me ayam bakar with sauce, half wrapped in banana leaf. Then ytd night I was bringing my grand auntie to her. She was wearing this vivid brown baju kurong. In all three, her face was most prominent, so berseri. I really miss her, alot.
Then there were ppl overshadowing me. Like pressuring me, you know. In the end I gave in to the pressure and broke down. Everything was just a dream of coz, though I find no links in between.

Sigh. Depressing post.

Big Bird Alert! Sesame St's in town! hahah

THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM.