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Monday, March 12, 2007

Hello fellow jc-ians and non jc-ians! So much to blog about coz I havent been blogging. Do take an eye break coz itz gonna be a long post.

Firstly, I planned to blog a few times recently, but the new blogger was being sucha pain. It didnt publish anthing. So i gave it a rest. Till now, when I tested it again. Everything's ok now.



Went to do abit of shopping with lysa the other day, just before o2. Parkway parade and tampines mall. Quite secluded from rest of the world coz the malls stand individually, unlike town. Budden again, town's bored me out.

Learnt a lesson: not to be so kiasu when it comes to shopping. And no, it wasnt me who learnt the lesson the hard way, but her. Hahaha... So do scout around first before purchasing a product.



Just last week, I was in an emotional turmoil, riding a roller-coaster ride, zipping at 200km/h. I thought, and thought and thought till all my thoughts became one. My head started spinning, my mind was a mess of fibrous tissues till it was finally numbed. At 16, or near 17, one might think its about time where a person can start making sound decisions, but you see, itz not the age that matters. Itz the level of maturity and wisdom inside that counts.

I had to weigh so many factors. Itz like suddenly Im all grown up and the future is in my hands, really.Suddenly, growing up and independent decision-making doesnt sound so fun anymore. Not that itz a bad thing, but I cant blame anyone should my decision take a wrong turn.

Think I dissappointed my mom abit. Maybe, alot. With my kind of grade, she wants me to go to a better jc coz i qualify for it. Now that I settle for a mid-range jc, the prestige is all lost. Also, I might be sacrifising my grades. And maybe, Im compromising a lot more stuff.

I havent even really, really try out the new place. I can always give it a try if I really want to, but itz the deeper emotions of the heart which whispered to me. I dont feel comfortable. I can make friends, new friends if I want to, but the people there dont have any form of lifestyle similar to mine. Hence...

All in all, I hope i really made the right choice. I mean school aint a circus, especially a jc, but since all jc's prepare you for Uni, itz not the name that matters, but your own self - pure hard work and determination. No, Im not contradicting myself. It just wont do for me to be stuck there tho.

The very least I can do now is to strive hard so that no one will dare come up to me and tell me my grades is due to a discounted jc, with God's grace.

So I appealed, with my dear friend's help, at 8am coz I heard that the appeal was closing soon. AT 10.30am, I got a call that my application was successful. Then the teacher told me, " See? I know you'll definitely appeal back".

Since I knew that I was going off early anyway on that day, I didnt surrender my valuables to the OGFs. ( I always thought itz OGLs, but yea.) The plastic bags reminded me of mustafa centre, where they tie all your stuff, including the cash which you wanna pay them, inside plastic bags. hahah. I was so excited already lar, until my OGF asked me to sign an early-leave form. She just didnt wanna let me off. Sengajer. So I had to bloody wait for more than half an hour for the teacher to come down. Then, wait again for him to ask questions and verify the validity of my successful appeal. What an ass! So he go and call my school, which of coz, say Im the student there now. When he finally signed the form, I ran out of AJ. Wahahahaha. I'll never forget that man. Till the guard stopped me and requested to see the form. Then, I ran out again. So long, folks!



Yesterday was finally show time. Arrived at skool early to do some prep work and practice abit.
Very sleepy now so I'll just tell you all that GPA ROCKED. It wasnt perfect but still, I was so damn proud of everyone -
-MCs were good tho they "hee hee-ed" away when they dint know what else to say, but why not you try MC-ing
-Suhaimi, coz the lighting and sound were on cue
-Dancers/performers, you girls were entertaining, your dances alone should cost more than 7bucks. ahaha
-Bunga telor boys/bunga mangga girls, the near-ending part was a lil berteraboh, but better than all playing the same beat. Thank God that didnt happen.
-Backsatge crew, for our professionalism
-P and VP, for making sure everything went smoothly
-And everyone else for making GPA a success!

Then after everything went to j8 for dinner/supper. Had a great time there too.