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Monday, July 02, 2007

Im bored. Produced some reflections.


I was reading some of my previous posts, like few years back, and I found myself utterly mean. Im not supposed to be blogging about my weaknesses, but whatever.IM SO FUCKING BORED. Ok so 'Khairul = Mean asshole' equation is nothing new. At that point of time, it was fun(of course! ahaha) and the right thing to say. But a few years later, it doesnt to me at all. In fact, it sounds ugly.


Sometimes being mean is the theoratically best solution. Meaning doing something to that person cause yes, he/she deserves it. Like "yeah, take that shit you moron". But well, people change. People forgive and forget.


Now, FORGIVE and FORGET are from different planets a million light years away. Ladies, for one thing, do NOT forget. They are utterly good at remembering all those painful memories (I wonder if they should all take biology; and whats wrong about remembering the good old times more). If you find this unfair/untrue, come up to me if you have the balls.


At other times, Im living in a society where everybody's different. People are so diversified, from skin colour to hearts. Good or bad, its there to stay. So is everyone's attitude. To each, his own. However, its not about waiting for the other party to change, but the amount of time it will take for the person himself/herself to come to a realization and change.


This post just sounds refelctive and corny and emo and preachy and random. Alright, Im about to end. I just wanna to say all those who had undergone that mean process of mine, if you're reading this, I would really like to apologise, from the bottom of my heart, for causing whatever hurt at that point of time. Please accept this humbled apology.










Being mean is plain fun, but plain mean.