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Friday, June 13, 2008

When I grow up ...
Has really stupid lyrics. Real dumb, but catchy.



Alright I'm back. Been lazy to blog.

It has been a turbulent time, the period whilst i was away(un-blogging). If I had shared about it, then good for your kpo ear lined with sponge. HAHA. Nah, actually you people really matter to me, knowing that you'll be there no matter what. I'm really touched and I am, still, thankful for the listening ear, the long talks and efforts to brighten things up.

Some say, it's easier for me. Then again, you didn't quite catch the whole picture did you? Yup, bullshit. All I can say is you have no idea.

Then there are some who try to be there for me. I had no intentions of pushing them away - the advice, not then and not now. Of course, I appreciate it. You people matter too, trust me. Just, you know, the circumstances ...

I've probably done too much talking that there's little left for me to write. All that I could have wanted to say, I would have said it face to face.



There's this difference when you express yourself to others directly in front of them, versus doing it virtually. The latter has this "fake-feeling", if I'm allowed to coin it.

There is a more genuine touch, coupled with a steady stream of emotions; the former bring about. Moreover the virtual form of communication tends to aggravate and prolong issues.

Come to think of it, I've learnt: to each, his own. No one ever said there's only one fucking solution.

At the end of the day, one should feel more relieved after his recent choice of action(s). The contrary could, perhaps, leave one feeling even more dejected, equating a wrong move.

Human nature is one funny thing. Greed, jealousy, bitterness, desperation ... compassion, love. All occuring at the same time.

It's like throwing in peppers, celery, lemon, salted vege and honeydew into a blender. Then switch the blades on to the maximum level. Presenting to you, the human brain.

Or heart? I dont know.

Oh well, love is stronger than hate.